~A Sinking Titanic~

Everyone back then thought that Titanic will never sink...

But in the end it did...

Broken...

My heart sunk like the great Titanic...

Tears falling all of a sudden...

I tried and tried...

But it just seems like there's no point trying...

Like I deserve nothing...

It breaks me every time when I compose that long message that's truly need to be comprehend and it breaks me even more when I realize that it is ignored...

Maybe from certain point of view, I'm just being over-emotional...

Is that it?

I'm not seeking for attention...

I just need the message to be understood...

I really tried...

And I'm still trying...

I'm putting in all the effort I can...

I'm not perfect...

And I'm not trying to be perfect...

I just want to be good enough...

I'm wrong...

But is it a necessity to call me such names?

Have I ever did anything that is so harmful to you to the point that you have to make me break that hard?

I'm mentally tired...

There are so much more but I just cant carry on...

I hope I can have a great day on the fifth day of the month of ten...

No matter how great it was...

It was still a ship...