Friday, October 1, 2010

~A Sinking Titanic~

Everyone back then thought that Titanic will never sink...
But in the end it did...

Broken...
My heart sunk like the great Titanic...
Tears falling all of a sudden...
I tried and tried...
But it just seems like there's no point trying...
Like I deserve nothing...
It breaks me every time when I compose that long message that's truly need to be comprehend and it breaks me even more when I realize that it is ignored...
Maybe from certain point of view, I'm just being over-emotional...
Is that it?
I'm not seeking for attention...
I just need the message to be understood...
I really tried...
And I'm still trying...
I'm putting in all the effort I can...

I'm not perfect...
And I'm not trying to be perfect...
I just want to be good enough...
I'm wrong...
But is it a necessity to call me such names?
Have I ever did anything that is so harmful to you to the point that you have to make me break that hard?

I'm mentally tired...
There are so much more but I just cant carry on...
I hope I can have a great day on the fifth day of the month of ten...

No matter how great it was...
It was still a ship...

2 comments:

HeeChung said...

i build a boat for u if a ship is too much burden for you~ smile and cheers k ~?
^^ V

Happy walker said...

wah... so long no update... update ~~~ XD

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