Saturday, September 4, 2010

~Burial Ground~

I broke the law...
Intruded a burial ground...
Dug out the corpse...
And I hate myself for that...

Sometimes...
Somethings are just meant to be unknown...
Why must I be so stupid...
"Curiosity kills the cat"...
Indeed... I'm dead...
I am really sorry that I let it affect me... But I just cant help it...
It is somehow heartbreaking to know what I know now... And i dont know what I should do...
It is heartbreaking because I couldnt bring myself to believe it...

Insecure... Afraid...
Tearing too much...
Thinking too much...
Am I doing the right thing?
Perhaps I'm just not used to this kind of situation...
I need time... More time...
I'm trying very hard... Trying my best to wipe everything off...
It is really my fault...
I hate the nosy me...
I have too much doubt now... Too many images wandering in my head...

Will things change?
Is it possible to change? I think it is...
Please...
May the change be possible...
I'm trying my best now...
I'm hoping the best for all...

Now...
Images of that rotting corpse keeps on haunting me...
Please bury the corpse back to where it belongs...
Please...